Monday, February 14, 2011

Valentines Day

I came home from shift at work at 3am. All day (night) i was planning valentines day. In the morning after Blair kissed me good morning and layed Blaze in bed beside me."Happy Valentines day" I smiled."Happy valentines day babe" she kissed me again. She had to go to Sylvia's so I had to babysit Blaze... on 5 hours of sleep. I prayed hed sleep a bit longer beside me so I didn't move and after a while either did he so I fell back to sleep. But after about 20min he was jumping on me so I got up. I took him to the store with me. We picked up some flowers and and stuff. I let him pick out what he wanted to get his mom, but he just tried to grab everything, and at one point he had some rose petals in his mouth...We went back home and I put the the roses and chocolate on the table with a card. Then we went outside and played with Shr!mp and Java. Finally Blair got back home so we went back in. She had already read the card. "I love u too baby" she said. I hugged her. I then reached in my pocket and grabbed a diamond necklace and put it on her.
The rest of the day we just hung out and Blaze took his first few steps by himself. It was pretty kool.Then at supper I cooked us up some steaks and patatoes. I didn't let Blair help me :p Damn, I must say that was a fucking delisious meal haha must I hope Blair doesn't notice, I don't want her to make me cook all the time because of that :pAfter we cleaned up, bathed Blaze and put him to bed, we had some nice Valentines day... Cuddling. Ya. We will just call it cuddling... ;p

Sunday, February 6, 2011

im defintly fucked

I walked into the hospital... so many bad memories, like when Blair and Blaze were in a car accident and Dimitri getting hit... If this kid ends up being mine, there might not be a "Dally and Blair" again... I sat down in the wating room. Mia and Carter should be here soon.
"Hello Dallas"
I looked up and saw a girl I recognised. "Wow it's been a while"
"Yeah over three years..." she said. I looked down and saw a little boy. Wow he looks a lot like Blaze.
"This is Carter?" I asked.
"yeah..." Just then my uncle Dr. Winston called me into this little room.
"Another kid Dallas?" he asked.
"I hope not. I hope to fucking god not."
He took some blood tests and I went back to sit outside the room and wait. Mia was there.
"So I don't know if I want to tell him that your his father..."
"I might not be!"
"Dallas... When I found out I was pregnant you were the only guy i slept with within 4 months of that. There's a really really really big possibility tha he is yours. But I don't know if I can tell him your his dad. He hasn't had a dad in hislife ever. But I need the money"
"Well I have a family to take care of and hardly any extra money to give man. I dunno what to say but I don't think I can help you. And I don't even think my wife wants to."
Just then a nurse came over with Carter. I just sat there quiet for which seemed like forever and finally Jelly's dad came out.
"He's your son" I new this could have been a possibility but it still hit me hard. This was going to ruin everything.
"Fuck" was all i could say and I walked out of the hospital and went home to some how tell Blair..